Waking up to go back to sleep

I feel like I’m about to spew

The apathy that inside brews

My guts are twisting 

While lungs cave in

I desperately gasp for air

This world of mine ain’t fucking fair

Forever plagued by shitty tears

It’s not emotion that drove me here

It’s physical, something a body can’t bear

I’m struggling to even breathe

Through this chest that’s knotted

With anxiety