Do you remember that time
the bone in my shin cracked?
Surely you do, it happened
after you’d pushed me to the ground
and you kicked me
while I was down there
– so hard
we could hear it split
or I could hear it
I still can
in the flashbacks
I can still see you
standing above me
as I cowered
and cried
you were so frustrated
and angry with me
I was scared
and apologetic because
every time you hurt me
we knew it was my fault
it was late at night
after I had been out
to my best-friends
21st birthday
and you’d been out
smoking meth
but I didn’t know that
and you didn’t like it
when I went out
but I didn’t know that
and I didn’t mean to
make you mad
when I came to bed upset
about a matter from the function
I should have left those
feelings there
and I wish I could have
stopped you
and explained
that I didn’t mean to be
distressed and upset
I’d take it all back
if I could
fifteen months on and
the cracks didn’t set well
might not have healed at all
I still relive this moment
this grand decline or fall
on a basis that is daily
I stopped running my fingers
over the ridges in the bone
because there is no point
in remembering
that you’ve left me broken
and alone
I think a lot of us have been through shit and back again, I feel for you. At least you’re getting out there, dealing with it. Keep it that it way, don’t let bastards take you down. Poetry is the only exit from the pain in life, it gives one hope even in the hopelessness.
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Im so glad you’re writing.
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Hey girl, Keep writing and let the words come out as they will. Healing takes a long time, and I am here to tell you it will eventually come.
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Just remember you can always send a telegram to the right people!
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Physical pain
Will heal
Mental strain
Is the impure ill
So here is all I’ll say
The past, throw away
Keep that smile looking ahead
Reap every wile from those who love, instead
For inside you, there is a new you
So let it provide you, with passion anew
It may take time
To know, sensations truly sublime
Yet patience spent
Will be equal, to the one meant
And until that surprise in your eyes, you find
Remember, love shared is never blind
See the new light without fright
Be that special one’s delight
I wish you bliss
Sending this kiss
To you…
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