Getting to grips 

yes
I want to do more
with my time
efforts and energies
but somehow,
I just can’t help sitting back
and watching
as it slips though the cracks
in my mentality

and somehow,
that’s okay with me

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Game Theory

We live in a pre-packaged society.

For all my life, decisions
have been bundled up
into bite sized packages
set up on a shelf
for me to choose from.

The illusion of choice,
it drives and compels us
to work harder
to work more
to work longer hours
to work more than we play.

But economics is a game
we were always set to lose
and winning isn’t winning
when you’re all beat down and bruised

This is the system that controls us
the system in which we trust
a twisted game of cat and mouse
(we’re all shit out of luck)

Real life update #18

So I’ve had debt collector’s on my ass
For week after painful week
Without any source of income
All there’s been to do is weep

I’ve been going to budget planning
For a whole 3 sessions so far
Today I finally get some money in
And I smashed that debt out hard

Though it’s pretty sad to see
What little you’ve got go out
But at least I can be happy
I’ve cleared up one dark route